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The wreckage

April 20, 2017 Sometimes it’s easier to speak about pain in a riddle. Feeling dizzy there she goes. Taking another spin through the revolving doors, as I fight to stay strong and not fall apart. Rewind to those precious days a short time ago. Behind closely watched doors. Sitting side by side trying to piece […]

Organizing my thoughts

How are you? How’ve you been? I’m so sorry it’s been awhile since I created new content. I’ve been combing through old posts trying to combine several blogs into one. And while sifting through old feelings trying to determine which content is worth sharing, and which stuff is worth forgetting. I ask for your patience... Continue Reading →

Now what 

July 27, 2017 The last two days I've been distant. Not wanting to do much of anything. And not sure why it's always so surprising when the chaos leads to paralysis and stops me in my tracks. If that sounded dramatic. It is. I dropped my daughter off at detox two nights ago. Seems so... Continue Reading →

Published on Sep 11, 2015 Quoted directly from the publication on youtube. What is it that makes us human? Is it that we love, that we fight? That we laugh? Cry? Our curiosity? The quest for discovery? Driven by these questions, filmmaker and artist Yann Arthus-Bertrand spent three years collecting real-life stories from 2,000 women... Continue Reading →

Finding joy

December 30, 2015 Reflecting on 2015, my mind time travels in search of answers. Was it a good year? In all honesty, I was challenged. Pushed beyond my own level of understanding as a mom, as a human being. It was a tough year filled with pain, heartache. It was a year I had started... Continue Reading →

Life is short

August 26, 2015 I don't mean to sound overly dramatic. It's just that ... life happens. Babies are born. Some grow old. Some don't. People die. It's part of life. Anything can happen to any one of us at any given time. Life is truly short. And well, if something were ever to happen to... Continue Reading →

Dear daughter

August 15, 2015 Hi sweetheart. My beautiful girl. Where, oh where are you? I pray that you are okay, ... safe. I'm sitting here thinking about you, remembering vividly the day you were born. The moment you came into this world, like it was yesterday. Looking up at me with those big brown eyes. We tend... Continue Reading →

Seeking Balance

August 4, 2015 Did someone pull the rug out from underneath me? I've fallen and I can't get up. I've been asked, don't you ever get angry? How can you be so understanding? Anger, sadness, disbelief, and worry are all tangled up with fear, and I can't tell where one begins, and another ends.  It's... Continue Reading →

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